Today I got an email from my Aunt in georga. When I first started my tests and had the possibility of being diagnosed with lupus she told me I was in her prayers, little did I know not only was I in her prayers, but also in the prayers of individuals I do not even know! The power of love is strong! Love may not be able to cure my RA, or any diease of that matter, but love can help the person battle and push on. Love can make a sick person live longer than he or she was given, without love you feel there is no reason to push forward and give up. I find myself very luck and am sorounded by love. I have
a wonderful family, careing parents, and adorable son, an awesome boyfriend and friends around the world I hope to some day meet! Thank you all for the love! I send my love back to you!


















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It's been a long time!

I kno it's been a long time since I have written, so I'll pick up were I left off, the lupus tests came back negative! Although there will always be a chance I'm clear for now. My doctor is going to give me a diagnosis of rhuematoid in April, and we will start with a treatment! Even though the lupus is clear it still affected my life and would still like to find a way to fundraise for both! Well I must be off to work for now! I'll come back tonight and write some more!


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Breath!!

Ok so last night My back muscles were very sore from hockey! I wanted to relax and make my back feel better but I knew I had stuff to do, so all day was spent cleaning and running arands. When I got back at 6 I knew I had more to do and was planning on doing it. But of corse dad being typical dad had to remind me! We will just leave it as it was a stressful day, so I decided my laundry could wait an hour and I went to lay on my floor to make my back a bit better. However the Canada vs USA game was on and I could hear dad watching the game, so I bought a relaxing cd on iTunes and put In the headphones! Laying there with nothing going threw my head and focusing on my breathing was the most relaxing thing I have ever done! While doing that every pain in my body was lifted! I have decided I want to learn how to properly meditate and possibly tai chi!! I want to do as much as I can to de stress myself and live a healthy life!

As for all the tests results came back but I have a doctors apointment this Thursday to descuss with my doctor, nothing has been flagged however! I will up date again when I know more! Love u all!!!!


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Why can't it always be a good day??

So for almost the past week it's been awesome, close to no pain happy energetic(well mostly) and last night i woke up so much freezing, this morning on the drive I started to feel like I was going to be sick. Now it's 734 am and I am stuck at work for 10 hours :( I have also came to the discovery that when I'm sick I hurt alot more! On a good note tho, had an awesome and eventful weekend with John!!! Can't wait to see him again!!! Ok that's it for now!


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Drawing!!!

I was bored today at work so I decided to draw!!! It is a lupus and breast cancer butterfly!!!! It looks much better and brighter in person however!!


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Get up get up... Sleep

Today I wish I was able to stay In my bed. Did not have a very good sleep and now my hole body is aching, and to add to it a stabbing headache! I enformed my foreman and was told to take it easy but get as much done as I can, he has really turned around with how he treats me since I told him of the pains. I am currently trying to get onto the pcl van, were I will be driving people around all day! Would be a much better job for me and my pains!! Haha I have a feeling I will be working in the dark all day! Yay! Ok have to go back to work now, am trying my hardest to stay awake and moving!! Unroll next time!


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Bone scan

Well first off I won't have the results to my bone scan quite yet they are thinking maybe Wednesday! But the past couple of days felt pretty good, last night we went to earls for dinner and then to yuk yuks for dad and auntys birthday!! It was wicked Fun! But by the end of the night I was flaring pretty bad and had to get my date to take me home. This morning it's pretty much the same, just want to lay here all day and not move! So I'm tired and I guess that's all I can really write for now! Bye for now



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